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Empty Heart

This is a place where i once felt comfortable to type whatever i like.
But there was once, all those words that i type at this space right now causes me some irritating problems.
And i stop updating already.

But now i realize that why should I have to be so concern about what others said?
I love blogging and i should continue to update this space so that next time i can look back at past posts and reflect what things I've learnt and what things I've done wrong.

Today, I took a break and finally i went to see doctor regarding those health problems that I'm facing now.
Got an answer to some of the doubts that i have regarding my body. Feeling stressful and tired every single day.
I hate to live this kind of life that is not what I want either.

Today I tell myself, i should stop and pause whatever I'm doing right now and know where am i right now, how far away from my goal ...
I realized that i missed out a lot of things and i'm still dreaming.

Right now i'm giving myself some time to reflect on myself and seriously think of what i really want in live.
I'm feeling so troubled but i cant tell what is the issue that is troubling me. Weird weird weird.

Conclusion for the day: whatever things that others can do it, i can do it as well.

confusion

I am searching for something


Searching for that familiar smiles on her rosy cheek

Searching for that cheerful laughters from her young heart

When can i find her again?

Nothing in life is to be feared.(=

coolest morning ever

I was fully awake, but dreams stop me from opening my eyes.
I can feel my body, and those screams and shouts.
It's really very dramatic.

Someone heard my screams but none trys to wake me up.
Waking up so early, hoping to feel the right mood for study.

I know i can't study especially when the environment is so messy and full of noise.
I've already decided to get out of home and find a place to study.
and so you'll have the whole table to yourself and be the king.

I believe i can study much better with a much proper environment.

chu yi- day one of cny

14feb2010: Happy chinese new year and valentine's day.

Pictures of me and me and my sis

Me and sis went over to cousin QT's place for steamboat befor meeting up with vicky and head over to CousinSw's new home at cck.

 

 Look at kenneth and kendrick. they are so cute!!!

 

 Kendrick trying to show me the elephants in his book. He's so cute, coz he pronounce elephant as ""elephon" hahs

 

spring cleaning

13FEB2010: Spring cleaning + re-union dinner.

Look at the mountains of clothes on the bed!

It's really very messy, after so long and after so much naggings from mami, i finally decided to clear the wardrobe.It's giving me a very big headache whenever , i try to find my clothes and i cant find any of it.

 

Ruby helped me to pack all those unwanted clothes /seldom wear clothes into a luggage.

  

 I miss 62ND girls brigade !! i found my GB uniform while packing those clothes

  

  

Now, i looks a little better than last time. i separate my clothes and put those home  wear into the other room.

  

  

steamboat reunion dinner in the evening. It was not a very nice one. coz of something that i really mind.>.<

  

but im still happy coz i can eat all my fav steamboat ingredients, esp, green vegetables &crab stick

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

After dinner, i was suppose to meet b and go out to chill but mami said new year eve have to stay home and can't go out.

Baby came to visit me in the end, he bought my favorite tao kae noi and mogu mogu,....etc

  

 

Thanks for coming though it's just to pass me these stuff. (heart)

whahahs

 

12FEB 2010@ TOWN shopping with baby.

  

Pretty day with awesome skies, baby came over to my place and we went shopping at town.

It was the first time, b came over out of a sudden and gave me a big shock. He said it was a surprise for me, as i told him i wasnt feeling well, so he bought cooling water for me. I misunderstand him and scolded him for coming over to check on me. We quarrelled over this but managed to come to a happy ending aftermath.

It's really easy to quarrel when you made your own assumptions of your partner. But once you confess and not trying to hide anything, not acting so secretive , all things will be solve. If both parties are not willing to give a step in, that might result in a terrible ending too.

  

Anyway, back to the happy moment...

Headed off to b's place and wait for him to get changed since he waited for me too^^

  

  

The day before, i went to vivo with MW and i bought a lot of pretty stuff. New accessories(golden bangles, F21 belt), and a pretty black heel. (should update on that post soon.)

 

  

While waiting for b, i went slack around at his place, taking photos and chilling out.

  

  THIS is my favourite orange drink so far. I have never like orange flavour drinks but this one is special.

 

Off we go, went to shop at ZARA,and some other shops but i couldn't remember the name.

But baby still didn't manage to find the stuff that he wants.

  

  

so , end up we had our dinner at sakae and went back home after that.

  

  

  

  

  

The day before, i had dinner at sakae also and its sakae again. I LOVE sakae=)

  

  

  

 hahaha~! that's all for that day, we had a great time shopping around town, and sharing some of our likings and blah blah blah.